Dear dear,
youre on the way to my hse now :D
i now u cant wait to get to see me :D !!!!
I KNOW OK ~
i noe u miss me ! & i miss you too.

2nd month alrdy, our Love will contiune(:

OK ! ENOUGH OF MUSHY WORDS.
the rest of my mushy words need to leave for next time. arbo use too much, next time nth to say ah !
ahahaha

lastly,
dear, i love you.

COMING SOON !

OUR 2ND MONTH !!!

WAHAHAHAHHAS.

DEAR, I WANT THT SUPER BIG BEARBEAR AD YEWTEE. BRING HIM HOME TO ME !!!

I GIVE U MY AHBI(u wait long long :p)

MY LOVER/QINGAIDE/QING REN/ AI REN/BAOBEI/BOYF/DEAR/DARLING/DEARRRRRRRRRRRREST IS IN CAMP NOW. C-A-M-P.

been a month plus..
& i fucking miss Love today):


To Love.
thanks for everything tht you did for me. i super duper appreciate.
thou sometimes i speaks w/o thinking..
IM SO SORRY TO MAKE U CRY THT DAY, YOU'VE PUT IN TOO MUCH EFFORT IN OUR R/S, IM THE ONE WHOS STEPPING BACK, IM THE ONE WHOS TAKING THINGS FOR GRANTED.
i know my attitude damn jialat, u've been tolerating, w/o any complains ad all.
seriously, YOUR TOLERATION DAMN GOOD SIAL !
i rmb ytd(tuesday), u keep ask me wake up, i jitao attitude u, then u let me go slp ler.
felt super guilty. DUI BU QI OKKKKKKKK ! i love you :D
I WILL TRY TO BE MORE ROMANTIC OK ! thou romantic/mushy really make me hair stand ad times ~

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&
IM BLESSED :D
blessed to have you around.

anyone could have known, my brother had went 'home' on his bday.
YES, ON HIS BDAY ITSELF. smth tht he could nvr predict..

the day before his bday, Love treated sis, bro & me to a dinner & tht gave him a big bomb in return. more than 90bucks.
i told bro to eat more, despite him being super duper full, i insist him having a 2nd bowl. *i finished up half of the rice :DD
bro even told me to relac one corner & said tht he wont go in.
i dont know bro is trying to make me a lil bit happier or he really thought he wont go in.. i've got a very strong sense tht he will be going in.
so i told Love, i wanted didi to have a super good meal tht day.

because..
on 18/8/09,
my bro's birthday, he attended court in morning & nvr come home since..
mum called me up after bro's case, told me he will be going 'Home' for 2 years.
i was already prepared to hear tht, so i didnt tear.
mum told me shes alone at chinatown, she was lost & didnt know wad to do ad all.
i know mum is afraid tht bro will get beaten. WHO DOESNT ? EVEN MY AHBI ALSO KNOW MY BRO BO JI ONE. WHY THE F DID HE PLAN FOR THE RIOTING ?!

dad called me in the afternoon, telling me tht the judge could had forgiven bro & given him a lighter sentence if he didnt lie & improved his behaviour when he was in sch 'during tht 1month'. Judge called him a liar & scolded him stupid in court. my bro is really stupid ad times -.- Judge even scolded my mum for neglecting her child. i did told mum before, a Home needs an adult.
to take care of my bro who wasnt sensible enough. bud she rather leave & have her own freedom. bro doesnt listen to me anymore when he got older.
dad had to work all day to support us & all thou we arent rich, dad dont go around & beg ppl to give us money. dad said before, even if we are poor, we have our own pride.
as 20 was the ghost festival,
dad came home ad 12am, & i went down & help him w the baibai.
he told me bro was the one who had help him all those years:(
dad cried infront of me.

grandma cried the whole day, her fav. grandson.
on the 19, grandma came to our home, for bai bai.
she told our 'zhu xian' to protect him, she teared.
& when she wanted to keep the foods, she teared.
she sat on the sofa & told me she always give bro money, telling him not to buy cig, she teared.
she went down & burn 'money', she teared agn.
i dont know how many times she had cried. bud i know shes painful inside.

i dont feel like going home ad night, i feels lonely when bro wasnt around.
we always disturb each other, quarrels & hold hands when we go out tgt.
2years isnt short. we will get to visit him. doesnt know hows he doing inside now.
perhaps when i gets to visit him, i will feel better. HOPE HE DONT GET BEATEN UP INSIDE !
IF NOT I WILL BE EVEN MORE SAD !

&&&& i seriously wish to know which ass actually told him he wont go in,
even on his court day, he told me he wont go in so easily w alot of CONFIDENT.
as his sister, i know he didnt thought tht he would go in.
i.o. danny helped him alot yet didi ruined everything by himself.

i just couldnt get use to it when bro wasnt around.
i hope he know he really disappoints us this time.
I JUST WANT HIM TO BE MORE SENSIBLE WHEN HE GOT OUT OF BOYS HOME AFTER 2 YEARS.
I WILL COUNTDOWN FOR HIM,
& save money for didi. when he got out of boys home, he will be damn rich ^^

i miss didi alot ):


*wont be replying any comment over this matter.

YOU TOLD THT GIRL, I WAS THE ONE WHO CHANGED YOUR NICK,
SHE ASKED YOU TO CHANGE
& YOU SAID U LAZY CHANGE.
NOW, LET ME TELL YOU THE STORY.

I REQUESTED YOU TO CHANGE YOU NICK W MY BIG BIG NAME, BUD YOU SAID YOURE RUSHING TO CAMP.
SO FINE, I STOP ASKING YOU TO CHANGE & EVENTUALLY FORGOTTEN ABT IT.
SAME DAY OR THE NEXT DAY AFTER IT, I REQUESTED FOR A BREAK FOR SOME REASON.
IT WAS THEN, YOU, YOURSELF CHANGED UR NICK.
DONT TWIST YOUR STORY HERE & THERE.

YOU SAID THIS ALL HAPPENED WHEN I ASKED FOR THT BREAK.
BUT LET ME TELL YOU, THT 'HAPPENING' HAPPENED ON JULY. & UR CHAT LOG IS ON AUGUST.
SO WADS NOW ? UR COMPUTER DATE PUT WRGLY OR WAD ?
SO I SAY, DONT EVER LIE TO GIRLS. WE ARENT DUMB
LIKE HOW I TOLD MY DIDI, DONT EVER LIE TO GIRLS
LIAR !


i felt damn unhappy when i saw ur chats. youre finding too much excuses for yourself.
dont make yourself feels better by lying.
dont say sorry, cos sorry doesnt makes me feel any better too.
you brought our relationship into this state.
you did many things for me, i know. i realise & i used my own eyes to see it.
I MIND EVERYTHING U DID BEHIND ME.
just like how u dislike 'my guy friend'. its the same logic.
like i told my brother, dont ever lie to girls.
contiune asking 10000000 why..
i only have one answer,

i love you too much.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAYYYYYYYYYYYY ^^

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

HAPPY BDAY AHBIIIIIIIIII

wad a 9/8 day.. im staying ad home the wholeeeeeeee day.

when Qin called me saying he went to yew tee & look for me.

BUD I WAS HAVING MY AFTERNOON NAP ~

tmr going to far east & get my things !!!

YEAH :D

9/8 ! i dont have to work on Monday !

ahbi's bday & Singapore's bday :D

WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!]

MY LOVE IS SICK.

get will soon

love love !

working as per normal.

i went down to amk, did the opening & started my laptop. know wad happened next ?

lady boss came w her maid & shocked when she saw me.

was like 'WTF, HOW COME THIS PERSON IS HERE'

she told me i shld be ad yew tee instead of amk.

kept my things & rushed down to yew tee -_-

wth..

evening :

when i was damn focus in doing my things, suddenly...

behind me & JUST RIGHT BESIDE MY EAR

got ppl shouted "JESLYN !"

I JUMPED SIA !

damn u QIN !

Qin came in the evening, my business is jitao, more & more ppl scrolling in.

woah ~ Qin is my shop zao cai mao lehhhhhhhh !

MINRUI ALSO COME ~ :D GOT PPL HELP ME DO CLOSING ~

thanks ah ! ^_^

my post more & more boring sio... work work work T_T

no ppl see, i still must write !

BTW ~ DONT BE SURPRISE IF NO PPL TAG
COS THIS BLOG LINK ONLY
QIN, YONG, TUTU & MY CUTE DEARDEAR NOE NIA ~
xie xie da jia ~ ^.^